update! finally!

(taken from my tumblr)

what's been up my mind lately...

somehow, i like the idea of being detached to some things/people recently. it rids me of the stress when i find out things that i don’t want to know or don’t want anything to do with it (esp people from the past). it’s just some random thought after finding out something that i didn’t want to know. and i’ve been dealing with a lot of stress lately, and a lot of unpleasant events, and people as it is. =_= knowing myself, i easily get affected with whatever things i observe or know. i might not show it but i am probably pissed off at you for saying something or whatever that was unreasonable or uncalled for. i don’t show it. i don’t say it. because i think that my opinion doesn’t need to be heard all the time. i let people to figure that they were being an/a ass/bitch or an idiot. but of course i have my limits and i know when to say the right things at a right time and in the right circumstance. as much as possible i don’t want to create anything that would cause discomfort for myself and for other people, but it doesn’t mean i haven’t done/experienced that. i personally think it’s troublesome. and better off if i don’t have any. but, oh well. it’s inevitable. and i have my own share of bitchiness along with everyone else.

right now i’m just relieved that recital is over. although i can’t really say i did a good job. it wasn’t. seriously wasn’t. but i have a bit of good news. will be sharing it later when it goes well. i hope it will.

on another note, i want to post stuff of what i did last December when I was back in Cagayan De Oro. it was fun. as soon as i get the pictures up i’ll prolly blog about it(on my old blog). haha. i’m just glad that i’m this relieved to be able to make a blog post after the longest time. haha. been intending to post something here. it’s just that i was just soooo busy and stressed to actually take time, breathe and release some negative aura out of me (one method for me is blogging. haha). and yeah, i might be moving out of tumblr soon. hmm, not exactly moving out. my account might still be here (might not update it anymore), but more personal posts will be moved to my old blogger. i will make sure that i’d be able to maintain my blogger. *crosses fingers*

sooo.. yeah. that’s what’s been up my mind lately.